1:00 PM 29.12.2013
How has my year been? What changes occurred? Who left? Who’s still around? Who did I push away ? Can i mark out everything i listed concerning my resolution for this year? Have i made an impact?
Birthday’s in a few days and I’m not even slightly bothered. Could it be because I’m getting older?
I should sleep.
6:35 PM 29.12.2013
Thankful for the gift of a friend. All I had to do was talk. She listened. Encouraged me.
9:30 PM 29.12.2013
I should pray but I decided to keep thinking. Reflecting on every bad decision I had made and the consequences I had to pay for them, at first I felt regret, then I got angry.
I sinned in my anger. Said and thought about things i shouldn’t have and now I feel unworthy.
Filled with guilt I decide to arrange and do chores maybe I’d feel better.
2:00 AM 30.12.2013
My heart feels heavy. I can’t pray because I still feel unworthy. Maybe I’m should write Him a letter I asked myself. After some minutes of contemplating I decided to sleep.
6:17 AM 30.12.2013
Thankful I’m alive.
8:00 AM 30.12.2013
After talking to a friend an hour back, he reminded me of His Grace. I took a bold step and did my devotion and prayed.
Immediate Peace Followed Once I Opened My Devotional. How Faithful He Is.
10:30 PM 30.12.2013
How could I have been lazy ? How could I have forgotten what He means and Who He is to me ?
Grace to trust Him more.
My BestFriend, Teacher & Helper In Person Of The Holy Spirit. A gift to me & you from God The Father.
My Number One. I Love You. ❤️